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Hello. Im sorry i havent realy been updating this as much.. I suppose im just saving it for something important, even though nothing matters all that much to me enough to write a few paragraphs about. Except sudoku? Sure, ill write about sudoku fuck it man

So these past few weeks, ive become infatuated with the japanese puzzle game sudoku. Its pretty simple, theres not much more to it than just making sure numbers go in the right spot and arent next to/in the same box as other numbers. But i love it, so much. I love it because theres no guessing, you can solve everything by doing some basic deduction. Competition is completely up to you (participating in tournaments), and isn't mandatory to play the game (unlike another certain game i used to love in 2023(chess)). Its pretty easy to get good at the game, and no one else actually cares that much about sudoku enough to get good at it. None of my friends like it, so its something i can have all to myself, something that makes me feel good and is unique to me only (albeit i do get possessive over sudoku (i almost cried because my friends were talking about it a little too much (ignore me, i have problems.)). Its so good, and you shouldn't play it because ill know if you do and ill get really sad.

I am really worried that sudoku is going to turn into something i hate and hold myself to extreme standards on. I'm already starting to base my worth on how good i am at it, and im trying to avoid that, but i can't help myself. Its ok im just gonna not ever do stimulants because those make me abhorrent about things and im just gonna chill...

Oh god oh fuck. Okay, so naran ratan just dropped their latest album named Untitled. Doesn't seem so important to the average person, as naran ratan is relatively unknown, but this is so huge for me. naran ratan was so important for my music taste back then in 2023, their first - and at the time only - album, Trees etc., was a sound i hadnt seen anywhere else. It was so unique and new to me, but was also so nostalgic. It was a sound id have been looking for for years. It was whimsical, it was melancholic, but still optimistic. It felt like going back home after spending years somewhere else, and its been so long it barely felt like your home anymore, it was different but same. And naran ratan just released a new album, named Untitled.

Untitled is an amazing follow up to their first album, it still keeps the same unfamiliar-yet-familiar feeling that the first one had, but does more with it. It feels much more open and bright. It sounds a lot more watery to me, theres a new sense of energy, the feeling of waking up that this album had, compared to the sleep of the album prior. Its so fucking good and i wish naran ratan would open like a social media or something so i can follow them and send them pictures of beautiful landscapes.

heyyy yall first (on this layout) blog post! idk what to put here uhmmm